I don't want to feel sorry for myself. But I can't lie and say it doesn't hurt.
The realization that I am so invested in something that could take me or leave me... is painful. Maybe it isn't that way, but this is the way it feels.
I try to reach out, I try to talk it out... I get iced out.
I'm sick of it. Man, it really does hurt.
I can't help but feel it's time for me to turn away from the ice and cold... walk a different direction.
